Last week I craved lolicon. I knew it was rather sick, but I downloaded it and wanked to it anyway.
Earlier this week I really wanted porn of crossdressing guys with uncircumcised dicks. Why uncircumcised? Who the hell knows? I downloaded futanari/gay porn from several sites and saved it-- now I find it rather gross and I wonder what had got into me.
But it hasn't stopped! Tonight I really want straight, furry porn.
Shit, I can't believe I just said that! I really want furry porn! AUUUGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
I think /b/ is doing weird things to my head. I've never had these sorts of problems before.
gb2DQN
First give me my Yoshi porn and then we can talk about getting you furry stuff.
It sounds like you could -really use- Ask Jolene [http://www.askjolene.com/] or Magic Teapot [http://www.magicteapot.com/].
UPDATE: Today I am looking for foot fetish porn.
Thanks 4chan
...and thank you 5, I found it immediately
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> 2. Assures anonymity: your IP address becomes invisible for most cases.
...except when it randomly decides to tell the world what your IP is by posting it in a random thread? What the hell?
I'm wondering where the actual posts went, or am I being blind?
They just don't want you using it to spam anonymously, seems fine to me (albeit a bit dumb). It doesn't just randomly give your IP out, it specifically tells you it will if you send.
i8 reallyu dont want to start trolling here XD
FURRIES ARE FUCKKKKKKEEEEDDDDDDDDD
HOLY JESUS WHAT HAPPENED TO 4CHAN I CAN'T GET IN GOVERMNET TAKEOVER OH LORD DELETE ALL YOUR CP QUICK QUICK QUICK!
Hi, I was kind of thinking around this yesterday.
What I was thinking is that some of the contraband stuff represents a real temptation to those who might otherwise only use 'the next best thing'.
The example I had in mind was that of a Paedophile. You see I imagined that a Paedo' with no access to child porn might just use idol pics or some such.
In other words: Without some of the randomly uploaded porn there would be fewer cases of people crossing over from Pervert to Criminal.
>>16
Funny, the other argument is that a Paedo with no access to child porn might just use real children.
They might (and that would make them the most dangerous kind). I would like to think though that there are some who wouldn't cross that line (even if they really wanted to).
I don't think giving the most dangerous kind of Paedophile child porn will necessarily prevent them from abusing kids in person.
>>19
Yes, 4chan has exploded from the looks of it.
Fear not though, for 4chan is like a persistant rash. Well, I suppose its a little less like a rash considering I do get a laugh out of it every so often.
As for Pedos, I think CP only creates new potential rapists. Those who have already been "infected" will find some way to get off, wether it be with illegal content from russian servers or off real children. The only thing the current US law does is help undermine the spread of the -phile.
I myself don't have much of any desire to look at young children and fap to them despite being assaulted by "jailbait" back when 4chan allowed it. But I do see where some people are coming from: porn mostly sucks. Occassionally, you might find a model that doesn't look like she weighs an extra 40 pounds because of make-up, or a model that doesn't overly dress to play to some crazy fetish (grown women that dress in little girls' clothes to play to desperate pedos sicken me), but all in all you need atleast semi-real porn if you want to get off. And considering how most child porn WAS real, you wouldn't have much trouble finding more realistic stuff. That's my take of how everything's degenerated anyway.
Regardless of what happens, just always rememer these golden words:
Internet. Serious business.
Would you idiots stop posting about 4chan going down in this thread? This thread has nothing to do with that, and 4chan goes down more often than a crude sexual metaphor.
I think you might be right. For example J-Pop & Paedophilia often use the same "bait" but where J-Pop's idolization often leads the fans to extremely protective feelings in regards to their idols, we might also imagine that Paedophilia's (opposite) denigration of it's victims might also lead to the opposite feeling in Paedophiles (that being one of hostility).
>>17
I've usually advocated this argument, seeing as it's usually brought up in lolikon arguments and I really don't see much wrong with most of the stuff (except maybe toddlerkon, but that's just me). But I can't help thinking it's seriously flawed, mostly because of >>18 "I don't think giving the most dangerous kind of Paedophile child porn will necessarily prevent them from abusing kids in person."
Perhaps the most dangerous thing about CP to the normal person is that after a while, small kids are no longer innocent to them. Looking at them play suddenly becomes perving on them. But as sick as this sounds, it's really no different that looking at normal porn. We think of women the same way, but most people don't go out and sex strangers up. Just because the subject matter is different doesn't mean it takes any more constraint. When it gets really dangerous- is when a rapist or other screwball gets hold of CP. i.e. The people who make this stuff really dangerous are a little fucked up beforehand.
I suppose you could use the same- or similar argument, for lolikon. Except that outlawing lolikon would be a heavy infringement on free speech and thought. And most lolikon I've seen just doesn't carry the same kind of resemblance real children do (so I don't see much wrong with it).
But I suppose that opinion could change. OP did bring up that exposure changes a frame of mind. When I first got on the internet, /d/ would've had me in stitches rather than adjusting my pants so the bulge doesn't show. And since everyone's a little screwed up, you can't expect so many people to step back once and a while to keep themselves in check.
>>1 seems to handle the Internets like one of those kids who are in a strict no-drinking religious sect and get a year off to fuck around in the ways of the "outsiders" handles booze.
Wow . . .. this thread got off on some wierd tangents . .. . . . ..
>>4 http://www.somethingawful.com/index.php?a=4325 lolol, yoshi porn.
I met the love of my life on 4chan about 1 year ago for the first time. We will marry in January.
This is real. And randomly uploaded porn helped a lot because it attracted both of us to the same threads and this way we possibly found our best match on the whole Earth, as opposed to being limited to our town or whatever. The Internet does wonders.
NEED YOSHI PORN!!! Can't find any anywhere!!!
>>29 is actually the most on-topic post yet in this thread.
Ifve found that as time goes on, my desire for new and more extreme things increases. Back in the beginning, a few low res gifs on a floppy disk of nude women was the most fantastic thing in the world. Finding a stash of porno mags was so exciting. Nowadays, I've seen and collected so much porn that Ifm becoming increasingly more specific about what I seek out and keep.
Sometime after I found imageboards, I found lolicon imageboards. Then one day, months later, I was browsing some fusker galleries. I clicked on a link to a gallery. I picked that gallery specifically because the girl looked young. When it opened up, I realized that the girl was one of the older models. The gallery had fully nude images of girls from 4-14. I knew I had entered a sort of forbidden zone, knowing that simply by viewing the images, they were already on my hard drive in my browser cache (which is probably enough evidence to get you in some serious trouble if caught). I figured I could delete them (perhaps even with some of the high grade file shredding deletion programs I know of) but since they where already on my computer, I had nothing to loose by enjoying them for a few minutes. Some of them are burned into my memory now. I reported the site the fusker page had got the images from and tried to forget about it. But I canft.
Since then I have avoided all the lolicon imageboards, though I canft bring myself to delete all the loli manga scans I collected. I canft look at a little girl on the bus or whatever and see innocence; I canft help thinking about them in a sexual context. I canft ever imagine myself ever acting on these thoughts, but then again, a few years ago, I would never have thought Ifd be turned on by pictures of nude children. That being said, Ifve been reading erotica that sometimes involves children for years. So maybe I've always been this way, and being exposed to the images just made me realize it. I can remember thinking and doing perverted things when I was as young as 4 or 5. So maybe I've always been a pervert, but Ifd rather not have ever encountered lolicon images. At some point in my life, Ifm sure ill be repeating all this to a psychiatrist.
Hmmm, I'm not quite that far gone. I did notice after reading lolicon that I became more self-conscious around minors. I'm not attracted to actual children, I can still view them as innocent. It's more like I'm worrying that others would somehow pick up a strange vibe from me and misinterpret normal behavior as something sinister. It annoys me since I would like to behave in a carefree manner without having that thought in the back of my mind.
It also annoys me that lolicon makes me paranoid. Scratch that, hentai in general is so fucked up that half of what I've collected makes me paranoid. It's absolutely true that the craving for something new leads down some really fucked up paths. And I don't want anybody to trace my paths. It's silly but I try to avoid undue attention on the net nowadays (no more warez and MP3s for me ;_;) out of fear that law enforcement might come and check my drives. I'm not gonna get convicted but that shit is tasteless enough to get me disowned by my family if somebody blabbed.
Yet for all that I can't bring myself to delete the abnormal half of my collection. Hmmm.
>>32
truecrypt really works wonders. i had the same personal issues.
>>31
Just a question, and I don't mean to sound like a dick, but how often do you get laid?
28 fucking times!!
/r/ cp
>>38
800 pictures and all he got was 2 years?
Not half bad.
>>31
heres my rant.
as a long time porn surfer, yet relative newb to imageboards, I totally agree with most of what you have said.
The search for something new and different often leads into some pretty fucked up places. Traditional mainstream porn is just so hard to get off to now.
Recently I have had a few faps to 12chan cm stuff, and feel a little concerned about it. I am totally against cp, and child exploitation in general, so it is pretty hypocritical of me to fap to cm.
The thing is though, after looking at so many holes get stuffed and filled, stretched and slapped, in every possible way, colour, angle and position, it all just gets so boring that in order to actually really turn-myself on, sometimes I seem to need something that is challenging and even uncomfortable in a way, so that I can re-access the horny little boy inside. Its like, well it doesn't really turn me on, but if I try to learn to appreciate it... mmm, yeah thats not bad, yeah actually, thats, aaahhhhrrgggg...
Aside from a little lolicon, I have not and will not save this stuff to my computer. If my gf or any close freinds discovered it, well, I don't think I would ever live it down.
Across the imageboards like I imagine everyone else has, I have glimpsed snippets of cp when someone posts it until it gets deleted. It shocked the hell out of me, yet similarly, with curiosity, once, I thought, whats the harm in taking a few minutes on a relatively innocent (non abusive one) before I clean my cache... I did the bad thing...
I think it is true that it does change the way you look at people and children. When I over-porn myself in general, and go out into the real world, I find myself totally 'sexing people up', just shamelessly and classlessly checking them out like they were an image on MY computer screen- picturing their pussy, if their shaved, what it would be like to stick it in their pooper. LOL, you know what I am talking about.
So today, driving home, I pulled up in traffic and absentmindedly looked towards a cute 11ish yr old girl a few meters away. Automatically I started thinking of her in a perverted way, picturing her body under her clothes, and noticed the change (to what I would normally do) immediately. I mean it is not out of form for me to look at 15 yr old up jb girls, who are at least past puberty, and think bad thoughts... but 11 yr old... DUDE! that is something different for me, and something I am not too comfortable with.
I remember the first few times I fapped to traps, and it was the sort of thing where you have a crazy orgzm that leaves you dizzy and embarressed and full of shame and confusion where you rapidly close the windows and tell yourself you are not going to do it again, ever. LOL.
Hell, I love traps now, and fap-free of conflict. I don't feel gay at all, though I am quite open to homo stuff- I would do it if I ever felt like it, and had the oportunity (ie not cheat on gf) but the fact is I really don't feel like it and don't think I will. Traps on th other hand, well there is something just so faptastic about them, especially when you've got one sitting on your lap in Bangkok (believe me I was tempted to cheat). They smell and feel like a god-damn girl, they know how to handle a cock better than any girl (well ok, she touched but I didn't come so thats not cheating), you're bound to be able to stick it in the pooper, and they just so happen to have a dick as well- any guy that has spent a reasonable amount of their life fapping has surely learnt to appreciate a good hard cock (their own). So I can even get off on the trap cock, so long as there is not a hairy gross guy attatched to it. Dickgirls, really. That is how I think of them...
(the trap thing though, I would never tell my girl this- its better to admit to your girl IMO you could do a guy than admitting you could do a trap- there is something just too challenging, filthy and confrontational for them about it- at least most of the ones I know)
So the worry here is, that fapping occasionally to cm, is just going to normalize itself within me, and change the way forever that I deal with and think about little girls. I do not want that to happen. I would like to be a dad one day, and never ever have any thoughts remotely like that (probably impossible now lol). I mean I already had enough social male guilt and suspicion thrust upon me to deal with (like every other male-suspect) without actually having some of the very same thoughts in question occur in my head.
Strangely, I have always been able to understand an element of what pedo's get off on. The innocence, the curiosity, and just beauty of youth. For me though, the eroticism of it is more about remembering back to my own early youth and sexual-ish early encounters with young girls (damn I wish I knew about lube back then!)
But I have never been able to understand actually how they do it, how they could be that selfish and abusive. How they could live with themselves as a big dirty male child molester.
I do not believe that I would or could ever EVER do anything abusive or wrong with children. EVER. The thing is though, I never used to worry about ever actually having thoughts about it.
Yes, it is true I think.
/b/ and the rest have tainted my soul. /b/ brings out the inner perv, the shameless amoral cretin that potentially exists in us all. Whether he will ever get back in his box is another thing.
yeah, I talk too much.
I always find sexuality fascinating. I agree, that within all of us is this type of perversion, and that merely seeing it opens us up to these types of fantasies.
I often find it disturbing the things I'm looking at that make me get an erection. In real life would I ever pursue these things? Can't say that I would. Yet here I am on the internet and obviously some part of my brain finds it arousing in some uncontrollable way.
Just like any other addiction, it's a sort of bait-and-switch tactic. You try one, and it feels good, but the next time you need even more to get high again. And more, and more, and eventually it spirals out of control; from this perspective it's easy to see how people who started off just looking at normal porn could be drawn into the dark world of CP, furries, guro, etc. It's the law of diminishing returns, each time it takes a little more excitement to get you off. Perversity is just like any other sin (not to get all religious here) in that it usually starts small and fairly innocent, and manages to blossom into something beautifully grotesque.
Yep, I'd watch out if I were you guys. You can get addicted to porn, and eventually need weirder and weirder stuff to get off.
Stop jacking off for a few days and you'll be back to normal.
>>40 You think letting a trap touch your dick isn't cheating on your GF? I'm positive her opinion would be drastically different. It is weird how porn effects you over time and as perverted as I am, I think there are doors just best left closed and locked with the key swallowed(like CP, beastiality, futanari, rape and tentacles). Hehe.
This is really weird though. I went from being someone turned on a little by furry to now being obsessed with hentai of catgirls and humans. My catgirl collection has gotten much larger than my furry one. Sometimes I still look at it when I feel less romantic and more amourous.
I don't know about anyone else, but what you talked about sounds pretty gay to me..
Interesting. My obscure pornographic interests don't tend to stem from boredom and random searching around on the Internet for extra depravity. Instead, they've all come from particular life experiences.
For example, my first girlfriend had fantasies about being fucked by dogs. So when I masturbated, I imagined this, and it turned me on. Now I find it easy to get off to most girl/animal beastiality.
I also remember when I was a young boy, there were these two beautiful girls walking down the street barefoot. This has developed into a foot fetish, with an emphasis on dirty soles.
I can't imagine what would induce me to fap to cartoon porn though. That's just fucking wierd.
Nice postings here.
Rule 34 FTW!
This is true. I normally wank it about 2-3 times a day, but taking a break from it for a few days can make the mundane exciting again.
As for /b? Randomly seeing extremely grotesque images after awhile will desensitize you from normal porn, which is why I just stopped going to /b after awhile. You can get a lot of stuff done when you cut porn out of your life, even if just for a while. (I'd never willingly cut porn out of my life entirely, that's for true.)
I enjoy quite a bit of lolicon, myself. Not nearly to the extent that I enjoy yuri or catgirls, but I've still got a fair amount of loli pics. The lolicon art that I partake of is too stylized for me to associate with real children, who I feel less than nothing for. (I actually hate kids. Nothing is as good as fiction.)
However, I just this day saw a young Japanese cosplayer that, despite at most being in high school, had a very alluring beauty about her that I couldn't ignore. Did my loli addiction inspire this? I doubt it. Face it, there is jailbait out there, and every male here has experienced the embarrassment that comes from being attracted to girl who isn't of the age of consent. Being attracted to girls a few years under the age of consent is normal, despite what Dateline NBC may have you believe.
I've gone from vanilla to typical fetishes, and the typical fetishes have since "normalized" and I have to find other weird/funny/perverted things to keep it interesting. I guess that's everyone's story. My interests drift around and I'll go back to other things, I'm not as turned on by images as I am by ideas, stories fill that psychological niche by adding context an emotional (humiliation, blackmail, power difference, etc). sometimes I scare myself.
I've found that some of what I like in hentai or dojins, I actually don't like whatsoever in live action porno (maybe because of the bad acting, I don't know, but anime characters have the advantage of being "perfect").
I also recently found out that I can kill my-sex drive for a while if I come across something I find really disturbing. Does that ever happen to anyone else?
I don't like anti-porn feminists and their pop psychology about viewing porn > inevitable rape, but it's true it does have effects.
>>52
please. Ive wanked several times a day sometimes and it hasn't fucked me up.
>>49
nigga plz
I also have to lol @ the people who STILL get hung up on fapping to CP, Guro, Lolicon, etc. Just hide it (truecrypt and whatnot) and you'll be safe. Shit, I've even SHOWN lolicon to people in debate tournaments and in community college. Stop feeling bad over what you fap to. I stopped that a while ago. You must all break free of ths social conditioning.
also regarding the ides that children get fucked over mentally from this:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rind_et_al._(1998)
PROTIP pedophils does not mean an abusive violent person..there can be CONSENSUAL sexual relations with children
>>53
Try reading the page you linked.
> The American Psychiatric Association (APA) maintains that "children cannot consent to sexual activity with adults". And many studies from both before and after Rind et al.'s publication have supported this stance and found results directly contradicting Rind's conclusions.
There cannot be a consenual sexual relationship with a child, for the simple fact that a child is too young to fully understand the situation involved and make a proper decision. That's exactly why age of consent laws exist.
>>54
the APA is biased towards the mainstream however. Same with the other 'studies'. Go to the core onion and see for yourself discussions on that and it's more than those studies. Want more? see
The only thing sadder than a pedophile is a pedophile desperately trying to rationalize his perversions.
>PROTIP pedophils does not mean an abusive violent person..
ok fair enough.
>there can be CONSENSUAL sexual relations with children
WHAT
>>56
I'm not a pedophile. I'm an autistic pro-pedophile debater. normalfag is normal, ESPECIALLY on a thread on a fucking imageboard dedicated to talking about imageboard culture!
>WHAT
>I'm an autistic
WHAT
Everyone should send the permalink to this thread to all their friends, then post their reations.
It'll be funny!
>>61
I recommend you a good forum for people with Asperger's disease.
>I have Asperger's Syndrome, which is part of the Autism Spectrum..
Man that's what everyone says these days. Oh noes I am socially retarded, it's OK I have Asperger's now if you'll excuse me I have to sort my collection of Duracell AA batteries.
Also saying you're autistic when you're really an aspie is kind of misleading.
>Asperger's disease.
Yay, the internet's favourite self-diagnosed disorder!
>>62
lol. I HATE SomethingAwful's bullshit. It's equal to ED's douchebaggery. Given if you hate someon enough you can basically call them out and seardh for shit to socially humuliate them or get them banned, and if you're unpopular enough you can get banned simply due to that. (see how they treated Kirtaner and Shii, for example)
I hope few of them have Asperger's. I know some Aspies can be complete douches, what with ol flamewars with them. thanks for reminding me, there's a gay redneck self-diagnosed asperger guy on there. E-snowman or some shit. dannydale. LOL.
Anyway, I post on wrongplanet's forums actually. :P
There should be an neurodiversitychan now that you think about it.
>>Man that's what everyone says these days. Oh noes I am socially retarded, it's OK I have Asperger's now if you'll excuse me I have to sort my collection of Duracell AA batteries.
Erm. That's because people who would have been diagnosed with something else get Asperger's instead or get re-diagnosed. Many people who got this would've gotten ADHD or something else in the past given the similarity in symptoms. Why many people want 'neurodiversity' to encompass more than autism to other 'disorders' like ADHD, Bi-Polar, etc.
Also I was diagnosed at 16, 2 years ago. Normally people get idagnosed when younger. Being a nigga from south chicago factors in ;)
>>Also saying you're autistic when you're really an aspie is kind of misleading.
It is? Eh. Sorry, I use that because it's part of the spectrum and I have no real problems with 'lower functioning' autistics or anything regarding that. There are autistic people (not aspergers, a different form; the main difference is with asperger's there is no delay in speech) diagnosed with a 'lower functioning' level of autism who can speak, socialize, etc. IT depends on the person a LOT. The stereotype of all autistics being retards is still strong in the mainstream, even though 'low functioning' autistics aren't retarded (or that all pedophiles are "child molesters")!
>>65
remember, "self-diagnosed" does not mean fraud. especially with many people getting diagnosed in their 30s, 40s, 50s, etc.
I once downloaded a ton of Pokémon/human hentai stuff from 4chan and decided it was gross the next day and deleted it all.